I had a blog for years back when blogging was new. Initially I started it as an outlet for all my bullshit, since I'm too poor for therapy. I did porn back then (gay porn I'm a homo) and somehow or another it got popular. Eventually it defeated the purpose of having the blog in the first place. Since it wasn't done with any anonymity people I knew were reading it too and it reached a point where I couldn't actually say anything I wanted to say anymore. There was constant self-censorship so that I could be sure I didn't hurt anyone's feelings or that whatever boy I was chasing after couldn't see me gush about him, or whine about him or whatever the case may have been at the time. Suffice it to say this time around I plan on maintaining my anonymity, because ultimately this blog is a selfish endeavor, more for me than for you. Also, its not at all unlikely that I'll make this one post, and forget this thing exists.
Let me give you the basics. I'm an ex gay porn star. Currently I work in the offices of a gay porn company, doing graphic design work and hiring the models. Of late I'm a complete emotional disaster. I do too many drugs. There's this boy...God that's a whole entry itself. You get the idea. More later.
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I remember you. I like you character.
The bottom line on doing drugs: Whenever you do an illegal drug, whether you pay for it or not, you are putting money into the pockets of extremely violent criminals.
Please take care of yourself. I know alot of people have given you alot of crap over your blogs and life, but there are alot of us who are sending you good wishes and 'hugs and kisses'. I hope you update this from time to time, it's good to hear about you. You don't know me from Adam, so I know I won't be a friend on myspace, so this is the next best thing. I hope you are well and that guy too.
I just discovered this post Hunter. It sounds like things weren't/aren't going well for you. Replying in 1/09 to a post written in 6/08 is a bit tricky.
"The dew fell, this morning, with a particularly sickening thud."
I don't know what else to say.
Musk
I am a huge fan of yours--please post more.
I sent you an e-mail on your not that boy site/blog--please respond.
Andrew in SC
I hope you are well, and would love to be in contact via email or Facebook--if possible.
Please e-mail me back from you notthatboy account.
I wish you well!
Andrew
I have so enjoyed reading your other blog--it seems yourt life has gotten sad....well, I hope the circumstances soon improve. (I had to post again--Iu am not some weirdo--lol). Please take care of yourself for those of us that seemingly care.
And I hope my email reaches you at your gmail accout, and you respond. You have a friend in SC.
You write beautifully--so do it often here, please.
You can use that email address to find me on Facebook also, please.
Andrew in SC
OK, who am I talking to, Hunter or Andrew?
I was just trying to encourage Hunter, Mr. Musk
Andrew
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